I know, two posts in one day. pure shock, eh?
I admit to being very child-like in many ways. sadly one of those ways is counting on people more than they should be.
I did that with my imaginary friends. I let my guard down and formed them into a security blanket for myself. I've slowly been realizing that it was a dumb move on my part. little things here and little things there.
today my imaginary friends made me cry.
today my security blanket unraveled.
today I realized how stupid I can be.
now I get to pick up the pieces and figure out how to make a new security blanket for myself. I will always hold the old one in my heart but I know it's not what I thought it was. it was never meant to be.
reality is not my friend sometimes.