constant motion

sometimes life gets into such a pattern that it's hard stop it.  it's hard to stop and even catch a breath.  that's what my life has been like the last few months.  between flooding, a new pregnancy, my husband having an emergency surgery, starting a new year of schooling and a wicked case of insomnia I have lost a lot of things I intended to do.  this blog obviously fell to the side.  I thought about it daily but did nothing to try to make it happen.  so here I am.  I'm trying again.  I'm mapping out my mind which happens to be really uncharted and kinda scary territory.  I will make this happen!  I will get this going and keep it going and I WILL get followers who care when I drop off the face of the earth for a couple days let alone weeks.  not that my current ones don't but most of them know me personally on Facebook so they know I'm alive but busy.

so come on and get ready.  I'm gonna blow my own mind in the next month.  well that's the plan!

uh... oops

I haven't posted in a week.  I feel like such a failure with this thing.  I try.  I have great intentions but lack the follow through and frankly it's not real easy with four children and being first trimester pregnant.  in general I lie to myself and say I'll do it when the kids go to bed but then once they're in bed I am so tired that I just go to bed.  but here's the plan...  next week I start the new school year.  not that we ever really stop our schooling but I'm revamping how we do it.  so I plan on making time for me to blog part of the school day.  I think I can swing this.  pretty sure I can.  guess we'll just have to wait and see...